MiNe BeAuTiFuL LifE.....

Miss ya...

2012-01-11T11:38:00.007+08:00

Im missing someone badly. Somehow i guess he doesnt...He gave me his utmost attention then he dissapeared. It tears me apart day n night. It’s that horrible feeling in your gut. It just won’t go away. You sometimes touch your stomach to make sure everything is still there. Physically, the pieces are in place, but that feeling makes it seem not to be true. They said, "Do not try to forget the ones you've lost, because you will never succeed. If they could give you such an impact, what makes you think you could forget them in the future? Instead, allow yourself to think of them and remember all the things you've done together. Do not fight it. If you want to miss or call or cry, let it be. Because one day you will stop. And when you stop, it's not because you have succeeded forgetting them, but you've actually managed to accept life and live without them." hmm and i kinda agree.. I so lonely broken angel...

Happy 2012

2012-01-01T16:49:00.005+08:00

Happy New Year to all my Dearest Families n Friends. I believe everyone welcomed 2012 with much joy n happiness. I wanna thank de special people who touched my life with their concern & made my life more meaningful... U r one of em! Thank you for contribution 2 my life. May almighty ALLAH Continue 2 give you Abundant Blessing & Happiness in d Coming years Too.New Year Promises and goals? I shall keep em simple and achievable. Smile more... Make someone smile by giving them a reason to smile. Less of crying... means less Korean drama..;). Do a random act of kindness. N believe in myself... Above all, do have a Happy 2012!

“Each new day is a blank page in the diary of your life. The secret of success is in turning that diary into the best story you possibly can.” I wish you Happy New Year and diary full of best stories ever written in your life.

JUMP 2011

2011-08-13T23:44:00.007+08:00

Comic Martial Arts Performance
Esplanade Theatre
Sat 13 Aug 2011 8:00 PM
Circle 2 Door 9

JUMP is the first non-verbal performance to infuse blend Korean fighting arts of Taekwondo and Taekgyeondo, with incredible gymnastics skills in a comical style. This show is show a refreshing change from other nonverbal performances out there.

A typical Korean family from an autocratic head of the household – the grandfather, to a drunken uncle played by Eun Yong Yang (look Like Kenjo San)..lol, a tae-kwon-do expert mother to the awkward potential son-in-law. Each member of the family is a martial arts expert and loves to compete their martial arts skills among themselves. The plot thickens when two burglars break into the family home in the middle of the night and a mighty battle takes place when the family discovers the intruders.

I love the son-in-law played by Sang Hee Yoon. He is a shy bookworm with a hunky alter ego. Once he takes off his glasses, he will transform into a martial arts power-house. *Electrocuted Style*zZZzZeee*. The performers in JUMP did execute the humour together with the martial acts really well!
I agree that non-verbal communication does give people a wider range and variety to express and understand each other.

Home Update!

2011-08-01T11:08:00.001+08:00

As day goes by, there will be new changes to our home. Will update here along the way...
Start Of Renovation Date : 18/07/2011

Living Room w Feature Wall & False Ceiling

Dining Area...Full Length Tinted Mirror...

MBR Toilet w/ Shower Screen..

Dinning Area

LiVing Room Feature Wall

My Room... in PinK! I LoVin It!!!

Room 2 Feature Wall

Party Like A RoCk StaR!

2011-07-23T21:32:00.001+08:00

WoRk Hard Play Hard...ChiLLz OuT GuyZ!!!...

Phoenix Bar @ Carpenter Street

Shanghai Dolly

Double O

ATTICA

Soulz Singapore

A Place To Call Our Own

2011-06-17T17:03:00.001+08:00

Finally the day of my very first apartment. It was a small living space, but it was our own and i loved the independence i finally gained..

Our very own sets of keys.. YiPPiE!!!

View from the living room...

My Living Room Area...

Master Bedroom with Baywindow...

Second Common Room with Baywindow...

First Common Room with Baywindow

Kitchen...

Common Toilet...(Can be access by TWO ways. Either from Front Door or Service Yard)

Service Yard...

MBR Toilet with Vanity Top...

After-Shock!

2011-04-30T01:02:00.000+08:00

It's been awhile...

Life still goes on whether i like it a not. As adrenaline and other stress related hormones pour into my sympathetic nervous system, i experience a heightened stated of arousal. I tot im goin crazy...but no i'm just getting stronger day by day. When i forgive , i don't forget how i've been wronged, but i do allow myself to stop dwelling on it. My hurtful memories are likely to stay alive, but relegated to a corner of my mind. I will continue to see the damage, but only as part of a picture that includes the loving time as well. That remind me why i chosen to stay together. The past may continue to sting but it teach me some important lessons and inspire me to do better...

Infidelity...

2011-02-05T11:19:00.006+08:00

Wow, Suprised surprised... Huge slap in the face, Karma hit me 10 time worse. What have i just found out? His other prepaid number which i don't know, a girl name "MaLaO" in all his messages. How long have it been? Who? Why? When?. Thousand of questions hit me... i'm speechless... I don't know how to cope with it. I really need a short getaway to calm my system. I will never forget TODAY! I'm still alive but i'm barely breathing...I'm falling to pieces... All happened in just 1 day.

Started when i just reach home from Casey's house. He was half asleep and i saw his old phone beside the side table. First tot was *Samsung hp spoilt ar need to use old one back*... the moment i grap the phone he snatch it away. Wae? Then i realise his Samsung hp was charging outside so how come i don't know u have a another simcard... He said," Nothing r nothing". I sit n think. I could have just choose to believe his word, yup nothing and forget about it. But as a proverb says "Curiosity killed the cat".. yesh my curiosty lead me to 1 thing and another. I started to ask him and follow him around. He took out the simcard and hide it inside his pocket. But he told me a different thing, he throw the simcard at the computer table. I guess he is silly thinking that i would fall for it. Yesh i search around the computer table but at the same time, my eyes are on him. Computer monitor reflection, i saw him hiding the simcard inside his underwear. Wae? to that extend, im becoming more curious. When i wanna search him, he run toward the big dustbin and threw the simcard away. Fine! Second was his phone, i just need to transfer my simcard to his old phone and i ken read all the messages inside. Is he being silly? or brainless? He tot messages only save in simcard but not phone... So i managed to glance thru his message... same name, he snatched back the phone and took out my simcard and throw it away. This time i got really mad. I raise my voice, "U think u throw it in the dustbin, i won't dare to find it." He just mess with the wrong person... I went to the big dustbin situated behind my house and find the phone but too bad he was faster than me, he manage to get hold of the phone first and break it into 2. Wow drama!!! Y Y Y... if she just a friend why to this extend? -throw simcard -break the phone -New number which i doesn't even know -A special number just for her. He told my sister, she is just a friend he do that becoz he doesn't want to break my heart... So is he telling me that if i managed read all the messages i'm gonna be more broken hearted'. So what does that mean? oh pls... Im not a kid anymore...

Nike

2011-01-23T01:10:00.003+08:00

Bought myself a Nike Classic Cortez Leather for my future exercise purposes. LoL...

The other day me and my girlfriend went for a night jog near our home. Started with a warm up infront of my house. They revamp the whole place and now we have this small fitness corner beside the children playground. Great!!! for lazy people like us..lol. Ok get back to my story of my running shoe. Bought my old Nike shoe like thousand years ago. Abandoned for years and now finally i took it out, YikeS!!... guess what is inside? Dried roaches egg... not 1 but many...

No choice but to wear it, after i clean it off, Off Course... So we start jogging. After like 30 minute of jogged suddenly the the left outsole of the shoe started to fall apart. My friend laugh her heart out on me. I can't possibly continue jog in this position, so i rip off the other outsole too. End up in the dustbin after we complete thru our whole jogging journey... :(

Juicy Couture

2011-01-21T00:59:00.006+08:00

After a long wait, (average of 14 business days after order), finally i received my pre-order Juicy Couture bag. Kawaii desu ne?... I'm lovin it. ;) Reason why i never buy at Juicy Couture Boutique at Takashimaya Singapore, it's ExPenSivE! It cost $470 (no DisCouNt) while online only cost me $347... i paid like $123 less... Good buy so y not...

The bag have screen printed logo sparkles with crystals, embellishing a soft velour tote trimmed in lightly textured leather. A beautiful drawstring top and a dangling gem-encrusted logo charm complete the look. And the in-thingie, it pink in colour. My favourite colour... It have Magnetic-tab closure, something different from other bags... Exterior slip pocket & interior zip, wall and cell phone pockets; removable mirror. Its also have a protective metal feet below. Logo printed lining. Overall material is Cotton/Polyster with leather trim. Not waterproof for sure..

Meaningful Song...

2011-01-15T01:07:00.000+08:00

Love this song. It's forever stuck on repeat mode...

Falling a thousand feet per second, you still take me by surprise
I just know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes
Making every kind of silence, takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

When you're caught in a lie and you've got nothing to hide
When you've got nowhere to run and you've got nothing inside
It tears right through me, you thought that you knew me
You thought that you knew

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying

Happy New Year!!!

2011-01-02T00:46:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year 2011 everybody!!!...

I know, i know i'm a tad too late but better late than never right? lol.. This year is the first year I did not make new years resolutions. Wae? Well, mostly because I never keep them and I’m horrible about making long term goals and commitments without lots of intermediate steps. Eg 2010 resolution? Save more money, lose weight... i did none, in fact i gain more weight and spend more money.. so WTH... lol... I wonder how would this year 2011 be different compared to the year 2010. Nothing change basically, wake up with my baby Esham beside me... i was hoping Kim Hyun Joong look alike or something...lol... drEam On!!! lol

k i shall not continue any further... GOoD niGhT!!!

“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending."

Me N mY BoYfRiEnD (NamJa Chingu)

2010-12-19T17:18:00.003+08:00

Off DaY n Bored so we went for a makeover @ The Studio Singapore 22 Amoy Street. Expensive for sure that y we only choose a few best shot.. Have gReat fun. I LoiKe!!

Instinct!

2010-12-12T16:37:00.005+08:00

Somehow i got this bad feeling someone is backstabbing me from behind... make me more sick and tired working in this line... So who is real? So who can i trust? the one i trust no longer around...i feel like im drowning myself in pool full of hypocrites. Shall i be 1 of em? or shall i go back to my more quiet days?

Sally (Friend Of Foe?) - Naggy as always, love to repeat. Irritating sometimes but just say she like my mother. Work 10 years more so i guess she somehow noe everybody undies underwear smell like..lol. Targeted as hypocrite by others. Me somehow try not to get her into more deep shit by cust, getting myself labeled as hypocrite.. What!!!!. I can't even go out lunch with her now? so who hav been reporting telling things about me now...haiz... They talk bad about her around me, i kept my mouth shut becoz i dun want the relationship between co colleaque to go sour. I realise things is repeating itself... this prob use to happen when SawMoi was around arise already...

I already noe who the person is. A question for you to ponder. Who will be happy to see my downfall? very chim right or shud i say who happy to see me kena scolding?..lol..

An article i read "How To Deal with BKStbber :

"difficult" behaviors are typically attributable to low work interest and low self esteem. The expression of this difficult behavior in testing could be grouped into two categories. The first category consisted of aggressive behaviors, such as disagreeing, complaining, yelling, being sarcastic, and gossiping, to name a few.

The second category consisted of passive behaviors, including indecisiveness, unresponsiveness, and simply agreeing with everyone all the time. This shows that difficult employees are apt to display multiple negative behaviors, not just one. The tests also did not reveal that people with low self esteem were correlated in the passive group or the aggressive group.

Here are a few things you can do to shield yourself: Think before speaking. Pathological backstabbers are constantly trolling for information, secrets, dirt. They may initiate a conversation in which they seem to give out some personal information which may or may not be fabricated in order to get you to reciprocate as is common in friendly conversation. Remember, with backstabbers, anything you say can and will be held against you. Some warning signs are overly friendly smiles or gestures. Don't be paranoid, just be observant.

Don't get involved, but don't disconnect either. Backstabbing is a habitual offense. Some do it primarily because they believe it will serve their purposes, some do it because pulling someone down makes them feel better (or, more accurately, less bad) about themself, and for some it's simply become a part of their personality. While keeping your distance is certainly a good idea, the last person to know is usually the one being talked about. Keep your ear to the tracks.

Backstabbers love to keep up appearances. If you want to confront the backstabber, do it in public with witnesses and, most importantly, stay in control emotionally. This way later the backstabber will be powerless to spread lies to the effect that you flew off the handle with wild accusations at him or her.

Moving on is essential. Say the backstabber has really gotten you. You probably feel mad, frustrated, and vulnerable. If the backstabber has really done some damage, you could have some real setbacks in your career or reputation.

Grieving is healthy. Of couse you don't want to- nobody wants to spend time in sadness. Try to avoid the knee-jerk reaction of saying "no big deal" when something has truly hurt you. Don't let these things get pent up in a bottle. Depending on the severity of what has happened, this may warrant anything from venting to a trusted friend to an all out cry. Alternatively, if some other healthy reaction helps you to get it out of your system, like running, swimming, or pounding a punching bag, go for it! You'll be glad you did afterwards.

This last piece of advice comes from the Post Traumatic Stress Disorder Sourcebook by Glenn R. Schiraldi: "To forgive is to release resentment, hatred, bitterness and desires for revenge...We choose not to hate the offender, even though we hate what he or she did." When you forgive, you don't literally forget about the existence of the offense, and you don't have to ignore the fact that it did cause you pain and hurt. Forgiving doesn't mean you approve of the offense or allow it to happen again. You don't have to become friends with that person or trust them to show that you really forgive them. Trust is something that takes a long time to earn, not something given as a token of forgiveness. Remember this in case the backstabber tries to tell you the lie, "You obviously didn't forgive me because you don't trust me!" Very likely, the backstabber may someone it could never be possible to trust.

Ladies Nite Out With An Intruder

2010-12-08T18:20:00.004+08:00

Venue : BugIs - Bugis Village - Haji Lane - Bali Lane
Time : 11.30am till wee hours
Guest : MySelf, Iqah, Lynn, Lisa, Adele & Jonathan

Went Seoul Garden for Lunch. Catch a movie "Rapunzel : The Tangled Tale". Shopping all over the place and lastly went to Escapade for sheesha-in at Bali Lane. The damages done to our pockets is worthwhile as long as we could get together like this ;)

ClUbZ

2010-10-08T10:51:00.005+08:00

Venue : CCK DangDut CluBz
CeLeBraTing : Icah nEw FouNd JoB! & YaZiD LaSt cLuBbIn SessIoN (liKe ReAL) hahaha...
Date : 09/10/2010 FriDaY NiTtO TiL Wee HrS

Off CouRse with the permission of my babyie before i proceed out with my frenz... Its been a long long long time since last i step into any clubz. Maybe 3 years ago before i'm married...lol... N the silly thing is, i forget to bring my IC, just imagine from Bedok To CCk, i never realise my ic is not with me, an important thingie to enter club. Lol... with my pityful face, i say,"its all right u guyz go ahead, i stay here take care of ur car for u till u come out from club". & they can laugh their heart out at me. I don't even noe to cry or laugh at myself...Damn!! Maybe lady luck is with me that day, i just need to write my name n ic on a piece of paper to enter. Relieve!! Dun noe what / how to describe but definitely silly silly silly & fun fun fun . I enjoy myself beary muchie...
One Shot Everybody!!!! ;) & thank babyie...

Iftar with my boyfriend, Hisham-sama

2010-09-09T22:00:00.014+08:00

Hisashiburi...

Venue : Manhattan Fish Market @ City Square (Singapore)

__________________To BE CONTINUED_________________

Me & Nappeun Namja...

2010-08-18T13:19:00.011+08:00

Pixies taken from LG 580 LolliPoP. Not a good camera phone.. but beary the kawaii so who cares as long as i loike it... hahaha... It's been a while now, i know blogs, stuffs & gossip.. BtW people ur secrets are safe with me. Pretending not to know but in reality you know everything just to see how people can lie thru anything to keep their secret. Very so often I want to dig my fingernails underneath my skin and peel off the face everybody's so used to seeing me in. Every so often I want people to know that I'm not as okay as they think I am...

Selamat Berpuasa...

2010-08-18T12:29:00.002+08:00

To sUm uP wHat is RamAdhaN aLL abOuT...( BasicaLLy I CopY PaStE Dis ArTicLe SomEwheRe)...lol

"Ramadan is the ninth month of the Islamic calendar. Islam uses a lunar calendar-that is, each month begins with the sighting of the new moon. Because the lunar calendar is about 11 days shorter than the solar calendar used elsewhere, Islamic holidays "move" each year. In 2010, Ramadan begins at sundown on August 10.

For more than a billion Muslims around the world-including some 8 million in North America-Ramadan is a "month of blessing" marked by prayer, fasting, and charity. This year Ramadan precedes Christmas and Hanukkah. But while in many places these holidays have become widely commercialized, Ramadan retains its focus on self-sacrifice and devotion to Allah (God).

Why this Month?

Muslims believe that during the month of Ramadan, Allah revealed the first verses of the Qur'an, the holy book of Islam. Around 610 A.D., a caravan trader named Muhammad took to wandering the desert near Mecca (in today's Saudi Arabia) while thinking about his faith. One night a voice called to him from the night sky. It was the angel Gabriel, who told Muhammad he had been chosen to receive the word of Allah. In the days that followed, Muhammad found himself speaking the verses that would be transcribed as the Qur'an.

At many mosques during Ramadan, about one thirtieth of the Qur'an is recited each night in prayers known as tarawih. In this way, by the end of the month the complete scripture will have been recited.

Fasting

Muslims practice sawm, or fasting, for the entire month of Ramadan. This means that they may eat or drink nothing, including water, while the sun shines. Fasting is one of the Five Pillars (duties) of Islam. As with other Islamic duties, all able Muslims take part in sawm from about age twelve.

During Ramadan in the Muslim world, most restaurants are closed during the daylight hours. Families get up early for suhoor, a meal eaten before the sun rises. After the sun sets, the fast is broken with a meal known as iftar. Iftar usually begins with dates and sweet drinks that provide a quick energy boost.

Fasting serves many purposes. While they are hungry and thirsty, Muslims are reminded of the suffering of the poor. Fasting is also an opportunity to practice self-control and to cleanse the body and mind. And in this most sacred month, fasting helps Muslims feel the peace that comes from spiritual devotion as well as kinship with fellow believers"

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Language

2010-07-16T23:31:00.005+08:00

Konnichiwa Everybody!

Finally next week gonna be my last week of Nihongo class. Not a great achievement i must say.. one by one start to drop out eventually left me and Joey in the end. Somehow its felt demoralised. Hahaha... but seriously learning process of any other foreign language, its really not easy. Just the basic, i have hard time struggling memorising 46 character of Hiragana which are stranger to me /Vocabulary/ Numbers & etc etc... Hah.. not to say other character of katagana or kanji.. i think im gonna take forever to memorise it. Anyway i just wanna say Domo Arigatou Gozaimasu to my company for sponsoring us to our Jap classes. I'm looking forward to attend more courses in future but definitely not languange course..LoL...;) I did learn something Ok! lastly my fav word.."Wakarimasen Sensei".... I think not just mine... other student also..

Ja, Mata ne...

BbQ Pit

2010-07-03T00:30:00.014+08:00

Venue : Pasir Ris Beach
Date : 1 st July 2010
Time : 6pm till wee hrs...

Sickening....

2010-07-01T08:59:00.004+08:00

My workplace...

Actually my workplace is a nice place to begin with.. Nice Boss, Good Management BUT in-charge go problem. Infront of you can be so nice, behind? DoT DoT DoT...Haiz... So TULAN. My 1st off day, Jo call me on my mobile asking for disket. WTF what disket! Ask her in my unhappy voice.. "all she ask me to do i put inside her basket what". Then background i hear her annoying voice "not dis one set b de". Nobody give me any disk how shud i know where ur disket is. Then background voice, "Ask her call Edwin!"... What the fuck u ken ask Jo to call him directly what no need to ask OFF day people go call for you.

Fine! i call up Edwin and he told me disket with Mr Yeoh. I told him he better call her n tell her urself. In a few minute i call up edwin again. Abang how? got scold you... Wow all the bad word start to flow from his mouth like water, from Tulan, Lanpah pahlan, KNN, CCB, Bitch etc etc.. hahaha i laugh... He told me, Jo pick up the phone then he told her disket with Mr Yeoh. Then hear her voice in the background, "Tell em next time give to the correct person. Indirectly like scoldin him lor...

Edwin told me she make that paper so people will follow procedure. Yesh we all follow but the last column she type pass back to either herself/Sawmoi/Mr Yeoh. So what wrong pass it to Mr Yeoh? Stupid...lol.

P/s : Today my 2nd oFF day, HopE No irritAtinG phoNe call from TaKa Nis... I swear i dun want pick up any phone call from work

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Usually Ibt stock list she will paste behind the carton box. Cant remember whether im off or at Warehouse at that time. Jo call me on my mobile, ""u got see the list?" Eh i tot i still saw it yesterday. YS say behind go customer order staple together... HuH! i dun c any paper staple together. What item Jo?. Cust reserve two Avene White Essence. Then i remember, i was doin my ordering, everytime when i do my ordering i will check all the PO first before writing. So i won't waste my time to write whatever she had ordered. So i happen to see that customer outstanding order staple on Colorplay PO. The next day while at work i ask Jo. How got nag3x. Yalor she say what not supervisor don't touch her thing...Dat is what i hear from Jo. Hahah i laugh, u tell me who dare to touch her thing, her own mistake dat she forget, she start to nagging at other colleaque. Ridiculous!!!

Angry!

2010-06-10T00:56:00.000+08:00

I don't wanna say but still i need to say this out. I just dun understand why baby get summon for the amt of $70 for this number plate. Off Course!!! we took out the Japan sticker when they announce that its illegal. But which numeric or alphabetic letter that you can't read? Is he just plain dumb or illiterate? Or his eyesight is poor or totally blind?. How do we know this font is also not allow... at least just give us a warning letter. We could just change it the next day or so. We too dun wanna to get ourselves into more trouble. BtW its like already 3-4 years since we get this car.. i dun understand y NOw. Been thru inspection, nothing wrong. Angry3x to the max...

Anyway people just be more careful at road nowadays, hmm.. not just road, anywhere i mean. Seriously!! We be getting our money soon. I don't wanna say it out loud but u should know what i mean...

His 27th...

2010-05-21T11:34:00.008+08:00

Happy Burfday To You My Beloved Hubby, E'sham

The best fruit cake i ever eaten, Passion Fruit Meringue from The Patissier. Craving for more...

Dear babyie, I am thankful

That U are not only my hubbie, but U are my lover and my bestfriend.

You has seen and brought out the best and worst out of me,

and we still going strong against all odds...

& I owe u my heart, soul, attention, love & anything u desires of me.

Can't change the fact, u r irritating and annoying at times,

But i still love your flaws and imperfection, just like u love mine...lol

Happy birthday baby. I hope all your desire wishes come true...

Love Cutie Wifey, Eéin...

Mummy!

2010-05-09T13:55:00.009+08:00

Happy Mother's Day To You

Dear mummy,

You been thru hell and back to deliver me 26 years ago. I was a mistake but u still care for me nonetheless. Thank you for that. Despite disappointing you umpteenth times, the trust you have in me is still 101%. Thank you for your trust in me. Thank you for tolerating all my nonsensical at all times. Thank you for forgiving me. Thank you for always being there by my side, protecting me from all the shits this society gave me, sharing with me all the stuffs, making me strong and positive all the time. Thank you for everything.. You are the best... Sarang haeyo!!!

MaY DaY 2x

2010-05-08T11:23:00.013+08:00

나에게 생일 축하

na-ege saeng-il chugha

2 Lovely Burfday Cakes Courtesy of Babyie Bucuk, Colleaque @ Nishino

Pressie Courtesy of :

Babyie - Anklet Gold Chain
Lovely people ( YS, SM, Jo, Jessie, Sam & Sally) - Agnes B Accessories & Lily Bouquet

Abg Edwin - Ted Baker Watch

Well today marked an exciting day of my life, another year older,

can't at all say wiser but definitely older. Wish i'm 16 back again...

Life is short, fast and running

out so birthdays are to remind us to catch up on with

what we miss, fix what is wrong, experience the joy of what is right,

treasure the present and set goals for future.

My future.. huh can't think of any for now..

i just want to indulge myself with sweet cakes & chocolate

hurhur... BTW Komawo guyz, I adore it...

*Wink* E'ein

HmmPft

2010-04-23T09:56:00.003+08:00

When to Marche @ 313 Somerset for dinner with Mr Edwin. Order my all time favourite Crepe with Mango and Potato Rosti. Yummylicious!!!... his treat btw...lol.. ArigatO
Usually i will the one KpKb-ing, he will be the one listening to my nagg but today something seriously not right. He? The most patience guy in Nishino KpKb-ing about work... lol something interesting. He started to pour out all his unhappiness werking with Krishna. Btw Krishna is a new staff. Told him to tell Mr Yeoh, He just say," I no position to say, that shop belong to LiLy San". Haiz.. somehow i feel like hammering him. *Hiak-DuS* I told him my Aunt werk with her b4 at Compasspoint. She also say Not-so-nice thing about her. But i never really listen to my aunt. I never werk with her before so i dun wanna judge. But after listening to abg, im afraid that Krishna will step on all over his head sooner or later...Haiz he someone who dun like to feedback about personal thing.. Always keep inside his mind and heart. Its like a time bomb ready to explode any minute any time. Scary...

Ice Skating?

2010-04-13T12:21:00.007+08:00

Nihongo

2010-03-29T22:42:00.005+08:00

GooD NeW

LoL, Im more excited than ever. Finally get a chance to learn basic Japanese language. Today Mr Yeoh ask me to fill up the application form of Ikoma Language School. But with T&C, must pass the exam or else...DoT Dot DoT.... *WonderinG HarD* What will i learn?, Can i absorb?, Is it difficult? Curiosity struck me as i filled up the form. I couldn't care less. I just want to learn learn & learn....*ShiReeN FighTinG* ;)

BaD NeW

My jaw collapse in pain after i yawned too hard yesterday. OucH!!... I can only massage it gently for now. Does anyone experience jaw making clicking noise? It feels like i can almost dislocate my jaw. I hope its nothing serious. Heal soon swollen jawwie. ;(

SIGH

2010-03-20T08:54:00.004+08:00

I did persuade her before and she answer me, "No". From that day onward i never ask her again anymore about her resignation. I know this time she won't change her mind. At that same time i was hoping she gradually forget her intention about leaving as time goes by if nobody talk about it anymore. But i was wrong.

Today i went lunch with her. We were talking about holidays stuff like that laughing and smiling like old times. Deep inside my heavy heart wanted to ask her about the "R" topic but somehow i really dun know when, where and how to begin with. I guess my look paints a thousand words. A single silent moment she suddenly said to me, "I won't be staying". I burst out smiling. As if she could read my inner thought. *Surprise*

Instead of asking her not to leave, i ask her what she going to do in future. I guess she really xian ar working here, reason lies neither because of top management peepz nor BOYFRIEND. She wasn't angry with her instead she's thankful for what she did all this while for her. Only her ATTITUDE got problem *shake head*, making people somehow reluctant to come to work. Make the sunshine become a total darkness. You tell me who wants to work in Takashimaya. No One! believe me... not even me... No way you can become real happy like you work in other branch. Reaching work mean putting back my fake mask. I don't want to be bird stuck in that cage under her CONTROL. Tedious and soon i be the next to give up...Till when? till my patience r up to extreme limit or even when Edwin gege leave.

I realise 1 thing, my previous job although salary sucks, free labour *No OT/Difficult for Time OFF* but people there are much warmer. N im HAPPY. $$$ wasn't the issue here, people are. I know that. *Sigh*

MiS Su...

2010-03-18T12:01:00.003+08:00

Cute Boys From Korea N Taiwan.. not forgetting Jay Chou...lol...

Two hearthrobs of Twilight... i know they adore me...lol

I know he miss me..lol...

2nd CNY Dinner

2010-02-25T01:16:00.014+08:00

Occasion : NISHINO CNY DINNER 2010

Venue : Carousel @ Royal Plaza on Scotts

Date : 24/02/2010 Wednesday

Time : 6.30 - 9.30pm

Indeed an ultimate East meets West buffet experience @ Carousel. Carousel is one of the few reputable halal buffets around, and my friends usually rave about the food here. So finally got the chance to savour the delicacies myself...O_o..lol. Finish work at 6pm, me and Sawmoi went straight to Royal Plaza's lobby to meet up with the rest ther. Together there is 10 of us. It was fun. Romantic ambience. Food is great especially the Oyster... I love oyster but i didn't eat much though.. Tried almost all desserts, pastries and ice-cream to satisfy my huge sweet tooth. Good company of friends. So here we are just talking and laughing at leisure. True when they say laughter is the best medicine. After laughing so much… I forget part of my tiredness and "headache" i have at work.

CNY Dinner with frens...

2010-02-20T00:27:00.007+08:00

Ehem2x *Clear Throat* ... InTrODuctiON!!!

Yusheng or yee sang also known as lo hei is a Teochew-style raw fish salad.

Step 1: Fish slices symbolize abundance or excess through the year (Nian-Nian you-yu)

Step 2: Pomelo for both luck and auspicious value (Da-ji-da-li)

Step 3: Pepper is then dashed over the ingredients in the hope of attracting more
money and valuables (Zhao cai jin bao)

Step 4: Then oil is poured out, circling the ingredients to increase all profits 10,000 times and encouraging money to flow in from all directions (Yi ben wan li & Cai yuan guang jin).

Step 5: Carrots are added to the fish indicating blessings of good luck. (Hong yun dang tou)

Step 6: Then the shredded green radish is placed on the fish symbolizing eternal youth. (Qing chun chang zhu).

Step 7: After which the shredded white radish is added - prosperity in business and promotion at work. (Feng sheng shui qi and Bu bu gao sheng).

Step 8: Peanut crumbs are then dusted on the dish symbolizing a household filled
with gold and silver. As an icon of longevity, peanuts also symbolize eternal youth.(Jin yin man wu).

Step 9: Sesame seeds quickly follow symbolizing a flourishing business. (Sheng yi xing long).

Step 10: Deep-fried flour crisps in the shape of golden pillows is then added with wishes that literally the whole floor would be filled with gold. (Pian di huang jin).

Location : No Signboard Restaurant

Date : 19/02/2010

Time : 10pm till wee hours

People Attending : 7

Its my first time going to Chinese Restaurant with frens eating Lo Hei. I just love the whole process of Lo Hei. The Lo Hei is place in the middle of the table, the server will then recite auspicious wishes as she pours & sprinkle ingredients over the salad. Then when it's ready, everyone stands up toss the shredded ingredients into the air with chopsticks while saying auspicious wishes out loud to mark the start of a prosperous new year.

Start with Deluxe Lobster Platter, one by one of other food start to serve out. We had Deep Fried Baby Squid, Salad You Tiou, Saute Lemon Chicken, Vermicelli Fried Crab and finally my all time fav, Salted Egg Crab. Everyone smile, laugh and chat happily. Life is blessed if everydae is in that "HappY" mode. u noe what i mean...

Nothing beats good food and good company... Thank you bearie muchie guyz...

Random...

2010-02-14T19:27:00.007+08:00

Telephone Ringing : Ring Ring Ring

Me : *Pick Up Phone* "Hello Nishino Pharmacy"

Weird men : "Xing Nian Kuai Le!!!" *Loud Excited Voice*

Me : "Huh??? *Blur* May i know who you want to speak to?"

Weird men : "Hello u pharmacy?"

Me : "Yea"

Weid men : "U sell cough syrup?"

Me : Yea we do, which cough syrup u looking for?

Weird men : Oh you have cough syrup?

Me : yea i have, which one?

Weird men : **eh they hav leh, shouting to his fren** "So u hav cough syrup at ur shop?"

Me : *Irritated but want to play with em* lol " Off course i hav, Nim Jiom Pei Pa Kao, Woods peppermint, Breacol so which one?

Weird men : *laugh* hahaha Peipakao ar no lar, got d******l?

Me : Sorry Pharmacist not on duty today.

Weird men : Oh u not pharmacist ar, aiyah then u dun noe hav a not?

Me : I dun. Sorry.

Weird Men : how about P******n?

Me : *Irritated Already*. Sorry i'm not the pharmacist so i really dun noe...

Weird Men : Aiyah!!! ok lar nvm...

Me : *Smiling*

*************************************************************************************

ShOe ShOe...

2010-02-05T12:16:00.003+08:00

Bought myself Onitsuka Tiger Limited Ed Shoe at Peninsula Plaza. Flowery design... I adore it...

nEw LooK 2010

2010-02-05T00:58:00.012+08:00

Yeh!! Its over...

2010-02-01T01:05:00.006+08:00

Finally my 10 session course end as on Monday 1/02/2010. Kind of relief..* Fuhh*. Hope i did well in the exam... Insya Allah. Result will be after 2 week.. so Im patiently waiting for result. I would like to say "Thank You" beary much to people who make it possible (u noe who u are) for me to take up this course. If i do good, i would like to take up more courses in future but no worries with ma own pocket money off course lol... *ShiReEn FigHtInG*

Happy New Year!!!

2010-01-01T23:19:00.004+08:00

Happy New Year everyone!!!

Quotes " Yesterday is a History, Tomorrow is Still a Mistery" hahaha...

Im looking forward to a new 2010. Hope it gonna be a bless year thru out... No sadness, more

of happy ending... ya i know beary well, happy ending only happen in fairytale. Lots of love,

health and wealth for me and babyie...*FigHtinG**Too MucH Korea DraMa*xoxo

Somehow dis few dae i start my new year smiling ear to ear. Practically im so happy not to be

rostered in TAKA. HER mood swing is kinda giving me goosebump all over LOLx... But i pity

SawMoi the most, her unhappiness is written all over her face. Dun noe till when she ken

tolerate, all i noe her patience is up to the limit already. Hope she stay strong... Enuff of the

gossipsss... dun wanna add more sin to my already present sins..lolx... Ok Ok

모두들 새해 복 많이 받으세요! 당신을 사랑합니다!

Iris

2009-12-02T03:38:00.006+08:00

Suddenly i become a Korean drama freak...lolx... i manage to watch season 1 episode 1 to 18... can't wait for the rest to be out.. ;(. Sa rang it!!! lolx getting excited day by day. adrenaline rush babe..

Synopsis :

National Security System (NSS) Top 707 agents Hyun-jun and Sa-woo are blood brothers who swore to trust each other and unchanging friendship for life. They meet agent Seung-hee there and both fall in love with her. But Hyun-jun and Seung-hee become close and Sa-woo fights to hide his feelings for Seung-hee. One day, they are immediately sent on a mission to Hungary. When they successfully finish off their job with immaculate teamwork and are celebrating it, a message arrives to Hyun-jun asking him to meet in secret.

Baek-san, an executive of NSS who had been waiting for Hyun-jun orders a solo mission. Despite the tight protection of bodyguards, Hyun-jun succeeds his mission. But before escaping, Hyun-jun gets wounded by his targets’ head security bodyguards, and later he is shockingly betrayed by his most trusted friend, Sa-woo. Hyun-jun tries to escape with Seung-hee’s help, but he ends up losing Seung-hee. And his car also explodes; they are both misled into thinking that the other had died. Hyun-jun gets saved by an unidentifiable ‘Voice’ and learns the secret identity of a group called, ‘Iris’.

1 year later, with the two Koreas about to be reunified, Hyun-jun makes his return. After spending a nightmarish life of being betrayed and losing everything, Hyun-jun returns to get revenge on those who threw him into the living hell. With the help of the President, Hyun-jun returns to his post in the NSS. Starting a fight against ‘Iris’, the secret society that tries to interfere with reunification, Hyun-jun now puts everything on the line for the battle of his life.

Yakuza...

2009-11-29T21:18:00.005+08:00

I have finally finish complete reading "Yakuza Moon". Based on true story, written by the Japanese woman herself, a Yakuza's gang leader's daughter, Shoko Tendo. I bought the book monthsss ago. Its wasn't until yesterday that i finally had a quiet moment to sit down and read it. This memoir is a real eye-opener of horrendous abuse and the intimidation that denies escape.Totally clueless to Yakuza society, this book brought me into something I knew nothing about.

Shoko was the middle child in a family of three girls and a boy, her father a yakuza, in a life of plenty. Fearful of her father's rages, bullied at school, discriminated against and insecure, Shoko's lifestyle had already begun to change at the young age of twelve when her older sister took her to a club and passed her off as 18. The next several years of her life are spent in drugged on speed, sex, used and abused, miscarriage etc etc. When all goes wrong at home, her father resigns as a yakuza and is pursued by yakuza loan sharks.

She falls into the trap of a man. His false promises to help her father with his financial problems and drags her deep into his net. Misguided in what is expected of her, she sinks deeper and deeper... She is one strong woman. Seriously I admire her strength and resilience. Actually she got her strength from her tattoo. Heck!!... I have to say dis she has been thru hell and back. I think for most people they would have just ended their lives long ago. Highly recommend, so read it...

Future Homie <3

2009-11-08T01:47:00.016+08:00

Compassvale Pearl, Our Future Home...Ready in 2011/2012..XoXo

For now... pIc CouRTesy of "Sebast"

<3current obsession<3

2009-11-04T10:54:00.012+08:00

My apologies for M.I.A-ing for days. Recently i have started something rather new for me. Yesh scrapbook!.. My very first attempt. Very simple though...I'm proud of myself. Im doing dis for me and i feel great. The most important thing for me, though is not about the products, the techniques, or even using up my stash. The fact that I'm scrapbooking and catching little snippets of our life, onto paper. It's about telling the story and capturing the moment. That is scrapbooking for me, and everything else about the hobby is pure gravy. So pls bear with me..

Sell!

2009-10-31T00:09:00.004+08:00

Sell my Omnia off for $300. Bye Love....

I'm waiting patiently for my new 1...

yippie!!...

For now, endure!!!

Quotes...

2009-10-22T09:39:00.003+08:00

"You never stop loving someone, you just learn to live without them." = "LOVE NEVER DIES, IT JUST CHANGES PARTNERS"... lolx

Oopss i did it again...

2009-10-18T10:39:00.003+08:00

Im think hard, am i a threat to insecure housewife out there? I dun think so.. im just a normal girl, i am no Megan Fox and neither am I a hot stuff, guyz would die for. So what the problem here.. Recently I receive 4-5 private msg on my facebook which i found it ridiculous.. saying that Im being disrespectful, pointing fingers and says all the harsh werds . WTF!!!. Btw thats not the way to approach someone u dun even noe.

Me @

Ur wife msg me n said sum untruthful stuff abt me, adding on how im bein disrespectful puttin ur pic on fb.

I understand where she's cumin from but she is over reacting abt the whole situation in even askin me to delete u from my fren list and delete all ur photos.

No disrespect, but if she havin TRUST issues with u den pls work sumtyn out den to accuse me n bein upset of pix of x-colleague.

As per ur wife request, i will delete u in my circle of frens but i won't delete any photos as it is my space, my rights. Respect that. Btw Selamat hari raya to u and ur family...

* Firstly when i type this above msg, it's meant for her (Wife). I noe she gonna read it first b4 her husband. Im no psychic but 100% an insecure wife will start checking upon hubby hp msg, pm's and even email.. I never gonna say SORRY to you. I dun c it as my fault. U accused me at the first place. Usually im humble but now im not. I talk like this 'cause I can back it up. Me and my EgO...

MnM Darling @

Tanx for ur understanding...
Ive read ur msg that u sent to him..i read it b4 he did..

u shud noe the reason y im not happy wif it...
i didnt noe u in the 1st place...n he nvr even tell me aniting abt u to me..
n i saw the pic..

being a wife.,i have the right to react like this way..u must understand me..

if i know u, he recommend u to me...i wont mind u taking pic wif him as a fren...but he didnt!!

im sori by using harsh words to u..

im at work the other day...aft seen the pic, i really upset wif it..
n my patients need my care..i took urgent leave for few hrs coz i cant stop crying n cant concentrate on my work...just bcoz of the thing..

i love him deep in my heart...
dats the reason y i react like that way..

my apology to u...

* WHaT!!! I dun believe it, took urgent leave for few hrs, cant stop crying n cant concentrate on work...just bcoz of the thing. Yesh i make her apologise to me and thats what i need...*evil eye**Smirking* The rest is no longer matters.. Btw? what thing ar i did? Take 1 miserable photo...OMG...like i told you ridiculous...

MnM Darling @
do give me a reply

Me @
Its ok babe.. im a wife myself...

MnM DarLing@

hi babe..

since i noe how u n my husband are related...

u add him back okay...;p

add me too oso!!

we can be frens oso mah..hehe..

* nAH.. im Not gonna add u or ur hubby back. For ur information, its against my principles and there dis thing call "dignity" . If you want u add me lor, btw y must i add u.. i find you childish and so immature. Not a fren criteria im looking for.. Like DhuH!!!!...Btw im glad babyie is there for me.. I LoVe You Babyie Bacinz...

Party all Night...

2009-10-16T01:12:00.028+08:00

Nishino Annual Dinner & Dance 2009
Venue : Marriott Hotel Legacy Suite, Level Two
Date : 15 October 2009

Invitation Card

Unpacking All The Gifts before the event...

SawMoi With E Balloon w/ Helium...*Flyin Off*

Me.. I won the BeSt DreSs *RegReT Shudn't AsK FoR LeSs DaMn*

Mr YeOh With LaO Ban NiAnG, Mrs Nishino

Me & mY BesTiE EcHa (EmCeE)

Can"t GeT EnuFf Of EacH othEr...

Me & Mr YeOh...

Event Organizer Award 2009 Goes To Lee Saw Moi & Me...*ROFL*

Samantha & Me...

SiTi & Me...

Thankz For Helping Out...

It was refreshing to take on corporate events once a while . It was an eye-opener for me, well, as an event organizer for the first time. With no experience, I'm glad everything goes as plan but off course flaws here and there. It's inevitable but what u guyz expect its our first time.. trial and error. Thank God it's finally over and done.*Fuh.. Sign Of Relief*

You get to c people of different walk of life. Lesson i've learned along the way .. accept responsibility for the task given and do ur very best. Decision making and communication is the most essential aspect, i guess, in all the planning and implementation of things. Not forgetting, support and team work from other members that make it possible... A BIG THANKS to people behind the scenes who help us out before and after the event, eg. decoration, reception and other little things around. Too many names to list down but i do remember you guys. Not forgetting my bestie ECHA for being there for me, time & time again when no one cares . Me and my word are like vapor to some people... Yesh she is the Emcee of the Day. Without her and the others its impossible, I loVe You baBez!! MuaCkZ!!!

But somehow its kinda sad and disappointing when those people just couldn't be bother to attend even after work end.. I dun c y such people get awarded at the first place ... no morale support or at least give face to "Newbies" like us. But No... ya lor small fish like us, even if we beg like hell still nobody want to help...If u got position nobody dare to say "No" to you. Even if its a no they will say Yes just to suck up. Get inside the good book lor DumbAss!!! Is there any short courses for that? *ROFL*

Im glad the first prize go to Abg Edwin, he deserve it... He is one good example for me to boast about to everyone out there. Liang Court is quite a distance from Marriott Hotel and yet he make an effort to come even when everyone else already left.. U noe its the tots and support that counts...Congratulation to you.. Hmm... ken change my Super Collagen with ur 32ínch Panasonic Viera? HUrHur ;)...

Anger?! LoVe? Quotes i grab from somewhere..

2009-10-07T00:57:00.001+08:00

People don't know how to love. They bite rather than kiss. They slap rather than stroke. Maybe it's because they recognize how easy it is for love to go bad, to become suddenly impossible... unworkable, an exercise of futility. So they avoid it and seek solace in angst, and fear, and aggression, which are always there and readily available. Or maybe sometimes... they just don't have all the facts.

Wedding...

2009-10-04T09:39:00.000+08:00

Wedding RecepTion : Kamal & Noor Azura
Venue : Blk 3** Tampines St 34 Singapore 5203**
Date : Sunday 4th October 2009
Time : 2 pm

Kamal & Wifey
Me & Bff Ecah...
Me & SupEr MarIo
Me & JuppiE

Me , NanAF & Echa

EpS FrenS

Candid!!!

EpS GaNg Of 1990-1996

Salam Aidilfitri 2009

2009-09-25T10:49:00.001+08:00

No words, let the pixies do the talking... lol peace...

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2009

2009-09-16T02:23:00.009+08:00

To all muslim people out there,

Salam Aidilfitri, Di sini saya ingin menyusun sepuluh jari jemari dari hujung anak rambut sehingga ke ujung kaki untuk memohon ampun serta kemaafan andainya ada terkata, terperli, terkeji, ter-mengumpat, tersinggung hati, terkutuk, terkasar bahasa dan apa-apa jua lah perlakuan yang “ter” dilakukan baik sengaja mahupun tidak, sama ada secara sedar mahupun tidak perasaan yang telah menyinggung perasaan semua disepanjang hayat perkenalan kita. Sudilah memaafkan diri ini. Yang baik datangnya dari Allah s.w.t dan yang buruk lahir dari diri saya sendiri. Semoga Syawal yang akan menjelang tidak lama lagik memberikan seribu rahmat buat semua. Akhir kata, sekali lagi saya ingin mengucapkan “Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin”.

I Hate You

2009-09-16T01:20:00.016+08:00

I hate you since the first time we met

For it marked our inadvertent fate

For coming into my life so suddenly

And invading my thoughts since that fateful day

I hate you for smiling at me time and again

For it made my heart smile back deep within

For the way you stare at me in deliberation

Driving my thoughts crazy with anticipation

I hate you for sending me SMS from time to time

For it made me remember you for a lifetime

For giving me countless missed calls everyday

Reminding me of your presence needlessly

I hate you for always spending your time with me

For it made me appreciate your company

For always being there when I need consolation

Helping me realize you’re someone I can lean on

But most of all, I hate you so much

For loving me forcibly without a hunch

For making me say I hate you, with charms all pure

Because the truth is…I’m just learning to love you more and more

So meaningful.. taken from somewhereDedicated to MohAmEd HiShAM.. i Hate You to e Max... believe me it is so true!

Iftar 2009

2009-09-06T05:49:00.000+08:00

日付： 05/09/09 Saturday

会場： Selegie Road -> Serene Centre -> Geylang -> Simpang Bedok

フレンド： Shireen, Dee, Azlina, Hisham, Yazid & Hassan

Event Organizer

2009-09-02T11:36:00.007+08:00

Complicated Task was given to me & Saw Moi by Mr Yeoh. Yesh an Event Organizer for our Annual Dinner & Dance 2009. N obviously, im so oblivious about all dis. Somebody guide me pls... ChEcKLisT...

BudGeT : DonE!!

GuEsT : 45 pax

LoCatioN : MaRrioT HotEL LeGacY SuiTe 1/2

FoOd : ComE 2GetHeR wiTh FunCtiOn RoOm

TheMes : ?? MasQueRadE?

DrEssCoDe : FoRmaL

SeAtiNg ArrAnGment : DonE (nEed to ReDo AgaIn)

GaMeS : ThinKinG!!! Pls HeLp...
PrOpS FoR GaMeS :

AwArD : 5, 10, 15 YeaRs Of SerVicE

LucKy DraW : Consist Of 2 Round + BeSt DrEss -> ComPlEte SoOn...

PriZeS : ThanK GoD Mr YeoH heLp Do dis PArT

EmCee : Emma & Lily

DetaiL SuMMaRy Of ActuAL DaY !!

DeCoRatIoN : LaSt THinG in MinD... baLLoOn perhapz... boring...

GilEr Ehk? but funny...LOL

2009-08-29T11:49:00.003+08:00

babelicious says:
awak!!
kalau bedsheet colour pink langsir color aper lawa eh?
hehehe
tolong jawab ngan jujur...

jep says:
purple
haha
kk
wat kind of look u want?
colour/sweet...purple
i tell u wat can gel k
cream
maroon
white
purple
..

babelicious says:
wah...
so many colour...
sweet peuple colour aper tu...
u mean light purple?

jep says:
not really
jep writes

babelicious says:
tapi my pink bukan tu colur sey
lol cute nye drawing...

jep writes :

babelicious says:
kecian takde muka...
draw lawa2 sikit bleh tak...
hahha

jep says:
ish
jep writes:

jep says:
dah
lawa tak shireen?
hot giler siak

babelicious says:
hodoh nye
!!!!!!
badan kong sey

jep says:
king kong...?
hehehe

babelicious says:
tak tahu lah i tink so... macam muscle men...

Resign...Sob3x

2009-08-26T01:38:00.004+08:00

My colleaque, Saw Moi tendered her resignation letter yesteday. N i feel so awful and sad. She hav been a good colleaque and a good friend thru out my dae with Nishino. She never jugde. I can't bear to see her leave but i respect her choice. Even if we force her to stay, she won't be happy.. All we want her to be is happy, u c. Think i roughly noe y. What she been thru dis years is making her feel so tired. Most of the time, the other "SHË" will start scolding people and its not just those normal scold type.. its those sarcastic humiliating remarks that nobody can tolerate. Still remember the first few week i join Nishino. Shouting and scolding of the other staff. Even though its not me who gets scoldin but still i was affected in one way or another. So who's fault was it anyway.. I dun point finger but reality. I too feel shit tired and its not even my 1 year of service... all dis mths i been wearing a mask, hiding behind that mask.. unable to show the true me.. fake laugh fake smile all fake... "SHE" is a selfish egocentric woman i ever meet in my 25 years of life.. Just wanna tell her that money can't buy happiness. with ur attitude like dat u bound to lose a good supervisor cum friends. Wake up babe.. stop with ur accusation, it's only gonna make u look ugly nasty shrewd...

rest ma case..

My X Colleaque..

2009-08-20T13:18:00.003+08:00

Chat with my x colleque frm Guardian, Arnel Ace Candalla. His contract end on Feb 2010 and can't wait to leave. Hahaha werking guardian suckz big time.. well wat ken i say. Anyway i'm still the best...lol

ace candalla says:
im still hoping b4 i go back

babelicious says:
miss u MuaCk!!!

ace candalla says:
to see u again

babelicious says:
haha
ken ar y not

ace candalla says:
tns
tnx alot

babelicious says:
Im the best rite..lol

ace candalla says:
yes
of course

babelicious says:
=)

iRRItaTinG!!

2009-08-20T12:33:00.000+08:00

BlOgGer Is So SicKoning.. I Can't EvEn Post PiXz NoWaDaYs Y Eh?

Mariage affaire - FrenCh StyLe

2009-07-29T10:53:00.001+08:00

L'événement: Abg SaR & NitiHerWaTi GlaMouRoUs WedDinG
Lieu de la manifestation: Bedok ReserVoir ViEw & ChuA ChU KanG
Date: 25 & 26 July 2009 (SatUrDay & SunDaY)

Félicitez-le pour vous deux de votre mariage et vous souhaitons la moitié des plus belles choses dans le monde. L'autre moitié, je vais laisser pour moi .. lol. Joke! je vous bénis avec de nombreux mignon bébé à venir ...

My Affair...

2009-07-27T00:14:00.009+08:00

Rain...

2009-07-22T23:40:00.001+08:00

Im loving dis kind of cold, wet weather... I love the heavenly sensation when the cool breeze sweeps over my face and the first few drops of rain touches my face. Awww beautiful.. QuoTe "Anyones who says sunshine bring happiness has never danced in the rain before". I totally agreed with dat.

The Chronicles of a Jerk

2009-07-16T23:27:00.001+08:00

One day, a scorpion looked around at the mountain where he lived and decided that he wanted a change. So he set out on a journey through the forests and hills. He climbed over rocks and under vines and kept going until he reached a river.

The river was wide and swift, and the scorpion stopped to reconsider the situation. He couldn't see any way across. So he ran upriver and then checked downriver, all the while thinking that he might have to turn back.

Suddenly, he saw a frog sitting in the rushes by the bank of the stream on the other side of the river. He decided to ask the frog for help getting across the stream.

"Hellooo Mr. Frog!" called the scorpion across the water, "Would you be so kind as to give me a ride on your back across the river?"

"Well now, Mr. Scorpion! How do I know that if I try to help you, you wont try to kill me?" asked the frog hesitantly.

"Because," the scorpion replied, "If I try to kill you, then I would die too, for you see I cannot swim!"

Now this seemed to make sense to the frog. But he asked. "What about when I get close to the bank? You could still try to kill me and get back to the shore!"

"This is true," agreed the scorpion, "But then I wouldn't be able to get to the other side of the river!"

"Alright then...how do I know you wont just wait till we get to the other side and THEN kill me?" said the frog.

"Ahh...," crooned the scorpion, "Because you see, once you've taken me to the other side of this river, I will be so grateful for your help, that it would hardly be fair to reward you with death, now would it?!"

So the frog agreed to take the scorpion across the river. He swam over to the bank and settled himself near the mud to pick up his passenger. The scorpion crawled onto the frog's back, his sharp claws prickling into the frog's soft hide, and the frog slid into the river. The muddy water swirled around them, but the frog stayed near the surface so the scorpion would not drown. He kicked strongly through the first half of the stream, his flippers paddling wildly against the current.

Halfway across the river, the frog suddenly felt a sharp sting in his back and, out of the corner of his eye, saw the scorpion remove his stinger from the frog's back. A deadening numbness began to creep into his limbs.

"You fool!" croaked the frog, "Now we shall both die! Why on earth did you do that?"

The scorpion shrugged, and did a little jig on the drownings frog's back.

"I could not help myself. It is my nature."

Then they both sank into the muddy waters of the swiftly flowing river.

Self destruction - "ITS MY NATURE", said the Scorpion.... He can't change, will never. He will

continue hurting her...

Somebody...

2009-07-15T11:43:00.006+08:00

It was really nice catching up with him, long lost x-primary skool fren. Stay a few blocks away but never had a chance bumpin with each other. Its nice to know that somebody had a crush on u when ur little.. and vice versa. Aww so sweet... lol but we all grown up now *chuckles*

i am jep says:

nope

its M'O'hammad

haha

eh shereen

as much as i wana chat further with

u;..

babelicious says:

Good nyte

lol

i am jep says:

my drowsyness dah kick in

smart gal..

ohya..to end d nite..

abit of confession

i did fancy u b4 while in pri skul..

babelicious says:

hmm

haha

i am jep says:

just tat im too shy to do anything

haa

babelicious says:

mee too...

i am jep says:

orhh...ok

tats cool...

haa..

okok we chat some other day..

babelicious says:

silly...

ok chat with u soon...

Transformers 2

2009-07-02T11:34:00.004+08:00

Revenge Of The Fallen

Crazy i may sound, but yesh i watch Transformer 2 the second time... dis time around we went to GV Max @ Vivocity. Micheal Bay has really made these cartoon characters into such a realistic beings.... So realistic that I really don't know how to describe... All I can say is that I just love them especially when they are tranforming.... More Laughter, more wars and more touching moments.. i would say, it definitely worth the price to pay for. Even though the story plot was so-so but the Autobots and Decepticons makes the movie worth watching... Damn those autobots are hot! Ouch! Espeacially Bumblebee, he's my hero..lol

Choc-A-Bloc

2009-06-14T00:55:00.020+08:00

Happy Birthday Dad and Happy Father's Day To You

Went To Simpang Bedok For Dinner. Western style dinner. At the first place we wanted to dine in at Mad Jack Restaurant but somehow cant find it at . Haiz end up eating at SpiZe. After the meal, we realise that Mad Jack is right to the end of the lane. LOL..next time maybe...

Royale Choco Truffle
This is the classic of the royal cakes, re-created to entice the taste buds of bitter sweet chocolate lovers. Once again layers of unreserved belgian chocolate everything to make you really fascinating. Bought this heavenly delicious cake at the Bedok North Street 4... Die2 must Try!

View here @ http://chocabloc.biz/

The one with a chocolate creamy topping and a soft layer of brown fudge cake beneath. The sort where your spoon sinks into the sponge and when you pull it out, it brings with it all the chocolatey goodness and love. The type where after you’re done eating these rich delights of cocoa, you sit back and spend 30 mins in a food coma, with a big smile on your face. And you keep comin’ back for mo’.

I gOnna have some chocolate cake right now. Bubye. SaliVa Coming Out AlreAdY!!!!

Discover the vain side of me...

2009-06-12T20:55:00.001+08:00

My JunE SpurlgE

2009-06-08T10:04:00.001+08:00

Agnes b bag

My Emporio Armani Watch..hmm dangerous.. babyie love it koz it look good on him

IgNorAnt

2009-06-07T02:04:00.003+08:00

Selfish + Cunning = Respect. Unbelievable! And i'm no happy with it.. :(

JaPaLaNg OvErDue PiXz

2009-06-05T00:52:00.023+08:00

Mum, as usual every Saturday is her 'HOLIDAY'. No Cook means No Food. So my Family and i decided to go to Danga Bay, Johor Bahru for a hearty dinner... hmm yummy. I lOike especially the BBQ honey chicken wing. The taste is similar to Kak Lin BbQ ChiCk Recipes. I told babyie about the Danga Cruise 8. One-of-a-kind dinner cruise along the waterfront with live entertainment and karaoke. A triple-decker sea cruise with a buffet setting all under the canopy of stars...Arghh who want to bring me eat here, i want to go...wek wek wek...

I'm craving for A&W. The only time I can vaguely remember my last A&W meal was when my family and I were at the Tampines Blk 201D Tampines St. 21 A&W. My Uncle use to work as Outlet Manager. Back then, I was just a kiddo.

After which A&W slowly started becoming endangered in Singapore, and finally - extinct.

Since then, I have been craving for their Ice Cream Waffles, their Curly Fries, their Root Beer Float and Coney Dog- and oh dear, I almost thought that I never had a chance to try all that again because I had no idea that A&W existed in other places of the world.

Anyway, I finally had my chance when babyie brought me to satisfy my cravings at Aeon Bukit Indah.

Irmawati & Razali

2009-05-31T12:04:00.001+08:00

Yet another friend of mine getting hitch in the Month of May. I'm so sorry that i was unable to attend to ur wedds. Taka sale like babe... OT. Hm aniwae congratulations to you both on your wedding day. The sweetness of sharing a dream made for two is one life's greatest treasures. May your love shine warmly forever. Wishing you both much happiness and a wonderful life ahead.

My Monday Blues...

2009-05-25T00:10:00.000+08:00

Citilink Warehouse at Pasir Panjang. Yup, this is wher i werk on Monday. . I mean most Mondays, i will not be at the shopfloor. I will be crazily stacking up boxes at warehouse. Still got alot to learn from the expert. Dun worry i will do my best. Damn tired...but who care since i got my CP-in-Charge allowance...Yeh YiPpIe..lol. ;p

His Burfday Celebration...

2009-05-22T02:49:00.019+08:00

Venue 1 : Chai Chee ResTauRanT -> Eng Wah X-Men Origin -> Marina Barrage

Venue 2 : ViVo CitY -> BarCeLos ChicKen -> Awfully ChocOlate -> Night In The Museum 2

Celebrate his 26th Burfday

2009-05-21T00:40:00.020+08:00

They make absolutely thick, creamy, rich, gloriously sinful chocolate cakes. Death by chocolate anyone? His Awfully Chocolate cake... damn delicious...

View here @ http://www.awfullychocolate.com

His 2009 Pressie, Samsung Ultra Touch

Dear Hisham,

And, for all these things & much, much more, I HaTE YoU
I'm so so unhappy that i get to share your birthdays with you
I hope that I make your birthdays as unspecial as you make mine.

My HatRed for you grows and grows with each passing year.
Remember that your best years are still ahead of you
and I'll be there for every up down and in between.
To the EnEmY of my life;
Happy 26th Birthday, Sweetie

All My Loathe,

Your wifey
xoxo

***********************
P/s : Its All The EtiSoppO (OppoSitE)... lol

Marriage Of Sulastri & Haizad

2009-05-17T15:17:00.006+08:00

Another of my friend got hitched today. I am sorry that at this point I will not be able to attend the wedding.. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers always. Allah Bless You. Congrats Su & Haizad !!! I would like to make a toast to two of the nicest people that I have ever known in skool daez. I wish you, your love to keep on burning as much as the first day your eyes have met. I wish you to honor each other as you have always been. I wish you both to have everlasting happiness and a blissful marriage !!! hmm will grab 1 of ur best wedd pixz when i c 1 and post here later...

I feel beautiful...

2009-05-08T01:11:00.002+08:00

ah i juz got back from my much anticipated short getaway hours agooo:))

It was such a splendid getaway i should say. Went to Batam, Indonesia For 2 day 1 night. A quick short trip but totally blissful n relishing one. The spa retreat was like WOW..Seriously i didn't expect it to be this good, i really had a lots of fun and the much deserved relaxation dat i've been craving for the past mths. It's a place i would highly n strongly recommend all who wants a short n relaxing getaway which doesn't burn a hole in ur pockets...And those who loves massages n spas, It would be a heaven to u..

The staff over at Harris are so friendly n cheerful n their theme colour so happened to be orange..So everywhere was bright n vibrant:))

Ok so i shall blog abt the main things dat i did at Batam over the 2 days:

DAY 1: Took the 7.50 ferry to Batam. A 45 minutes by ferry from Singapore, camwhored quite abit in the ferry n moving on reached Batam then we got picked up by the Harris Staff n we were at Harris Resorts..

Upon reaching Batam, our 1st stop was, Barelang Fisabilillah Bridge, which is the biggest bridge linking the tiny island of Tonton, Nipah to the larger setoko island, Galang island and Galang baru island. Camwhored abit... then we proceed to Aneka Rasa Barelang Kelong Seafood Restaurant for a sumptuous meal there. Yum Yum!!!

At 2 pm, we went over to Nagoya Hill Shopping Centre...Well nothing much to shop there but their tidbits n keropoks were a gd buy...Oh ya there was A&W , so those s'preans are craving for it could go over there n feast. A lots of branded goods shop selling stuff like Gucci, Louis Vuiton, Chanel etc etc... selling so cheap2 good2..must b immitation....;P

Then we headed back to resort, ordered our free Pronto PIZza n went for our 3 hour spa retreat at 7pm which was great...Satisfaction guaranteed..Our package consisted of Javanese Lulur Scrub 30mins, Romance & Sensual Aromatherapy massage or Hot stone Massage 1hr30min and Herbal Bubble Jacuzzi 30mins. It was so heavenly, totally what i needed...N i totally enjoyed myself . I felt so elated..Ahh it was such a blissful feeling..I would definitely go back there again seriously We did not end there, after the refreshing massage, we went bowling... N dat summed up my day 1:)

DAY 2:
Woke up around 8.30 am, n it felt Iike i slept for a long time but it actually ard 8 hours only.. probably i felt dat way due to the splendid massage i guess Lol... Had our breakfast at Harris Cafe with a paronamic view of the giant swimmng pool. Breakfast was nice, i eat almost everything available.. hmm a little but covered almost every bits. Then we went to play a game or two of pool . As always i beat babyie hands down althought im not the pro. Went camhoring around Harris and then proceed back to our room to pack our stuff. I requested to check out late a around 1.30pm, as to killed time till then we took a short nap. It was a short trip but totally a blissful n relishing one...I would definitely go there again. At 2.10pm we headed back to Singapore.. I LOVe SingApoRe. Btw as requested by mom I bought a lot of Kueh Lapis Durian and Keropokz...heavy sia...

So I'm Officially Sweet 25

2009-05-06T01:02:00.008+08:00

Hello Everybody,

Today marks the 25th year of which I have been alive. 25 years of love has been showered upon me by my beloved parents and family members. Big hug to my mum, without u, i won’t be born today. Yesh hours of labour n pain... i indebt...
Looking back at my life. How many mistakes have I committed? How many tears have I shed? How many times I have allowed my heart to break? Or how many hearts have I broken? How deep is my guilt? How often have I filled my heart with remorse?
All those which I have experienced is what shaped me today; Still with flaws but at least with a stronger heart and mind. Today's my day of birth. I thank you all for loving me.

Thank U Babyie, Cuzzin, Friends & Colleaque for the pressie, i love em to bits.. MuaCkZ ;*
Moi, 25th B'Dae... wek3x Old already

My Birthdae Cake Sponsored By Nishino Pharmaceutical

My new Sony T90 By BabYie

Tiffany Charm necklace... ;)

88 Palette By KaK Yan

Figurine of an Innocent charm...a boy, a girl, a quiet moment and a basket of berries

Precious Thots Friendship Mugs with LidsClinique Set by Abg Edwin

Road Trip To Desaru..

2009-04-23T14:35:00.014+08:00

It's our first time on a road trip to Malaysia without parents. Thanks to my friends, Saw Moi and Sally, for planning this wonderful trip. Meeting place is at Marsiling MRT Station at 9 a.m. Dats where our exciting trip begins. Total of 5 person. We will be following their car, Hyundai Sonata from the back the whole trip bcoz we are clueless of the direction to Desaru. I initially had a mixed feeling about the trip as it is my first time going out with ma colleaque and i didn't know what to expect. But the whole trip is awesome including the interaction part lol...

First stop, Johor Jaya for breakfast, i had Nasi Lemak while babyie ordered Laksa. i noe kind of a heavy breakfast to last us till night...lol... After dat, we went to Jusco and Tesco at AEON Tebrau City for shopping. The Mall was super big. It is like a second Orchard Road. Didnt buy anything except for titbits and snackz... "Dunkin Donut". bab yie fav donut shop.

Here come the two hours journey to Desaru... Fuyoo.. so beary the exciting just imagine there is only two lane on the road, the other lane was going to the opposite direction. There will be a need to overtake the slower car. Adrenaline rush babe... especially the o vertaking part at night where there is no street lights. All depend on our own car lights.There are no speed limits in Malaysia! Ok, so that’s a lie, but it does feel more lawless than Singapore. I noticed babyie’s speed pick up quite a bit 120km/h-130km/h once we had crossed the border. Sinagpore hmmm only 90km/h on its expressway. dhuh!!!

First Stop was the Desaru Beach...fine nice beaches, too bad we didnt bring any xtra clothes. So just hav to enjoy the waves. Next we proceed to the Ostrich Farm. The largest bird in the world and its egg is equivalent to 30 chicken eggs! These eggs were better than chicken, high in protein and low in chloestrol. And amazingly, the egg shell is tougher than what we expected. It could take up to 100kg of weight, not cracking even under babyie's weight. Fun as the ostrich are free to roam around us... cam whoring many2...

Not to be missed if you are at Kota Tinggi. We had a feast of our eyes, looking at bushes lit by these little creatures at Lebam River, just like the lighting on Xmas trees. It's an experience that can't be captured on screen. Niwae were definitely in awe for that 45 minute ride. We even got so close that it felt that we could reach out for. As such, a boat cruise seems to be not just a pleasant way to see fireflies, but pretty much the only way to see them. And fireflies, it seems, tend to cluster around the damp banks of a river. It is essential to be in almost total darkness. Also, if you were to head out in a motorized vehicle, the flies would just fly away as soon as the noise & vibration approached. Anyway, a remaining problem is that photo opportunities are almost impossible, since camera flash is not useable when trying to take a picture of a little white dot in the midst of darkness.

Lastly, nothing beats wrapping up the trip with another sumptuous seafood meal. This time round we had hearty Lobsters and Seafood meal at Good Luck Restaurant in Sungei Rengit Township. Yummylicious... Cheap2 Good2!!!! From Crabs, Lobster, Prawn and all the seafood available.

Story of Moi Hair

2009-03-30T22:57:00.019+08:00

My Hairsylist, cute kan...lol so beary the detailed...

Orange Juice w/ snacks

Waiting for the next step.. take pic lor since nothing to do

After Rebonding<3<3<3 NicE?!

Last week, while shopping at Plaza Singapore i saw that Reds Salon had advertised in the monthly advert and the thing that captured my eyes were the 'Cut,Rebonding+Treatment Usual: $300 Now $180'.

I think its time for a change in ma hairstyle. I though, what the heck… and finally decided to take the plunge. I dial the number and speak with the assistant of the salon to clarify T&C and make an appointment for today.

Nowadays i super fussy in choosing salon for rebonding as im so afraid my hair will turn out frizzy like the previous one i done at Katong (SuPeR DuPeR RegReT!!!) btw its cheap, I want it to be more manageable and natural looking straightening type. So i decide to spurlge alittle.. as long as its worth.

As i sit on the chair, i was given a menu for a complimentary drink. Orange juice and some snacks were served later. I look around the whole salon and realise, almost 3/4 of the customer were men. I count count with fingers the no. of ladies in the salon. I started to wonder who ma hairstylist will be....lol. Cant help it, here come my hairsylist, he look like a Japanese hunk..cair babe *hit forehead* Melvin...

The whole process took almost 3 hours! I knew that rebonding is a very time consuming process… but my hair is not long… so it’s quite unexpected. Wash ma hair first as it is oily, apply a Loreal Xtenso treatment. There are two categories of chemicals that are used, the first one being a relaxant or cream softener which will break down the natural hair structure and the second one is a neutralizer which will help in giving the hair a new structure. Luckily, they let me smoke while waiting for my hair to absorb the keratin-laced concoction the cute hairstylist applied oh so liberally on my head. Last was the hair cut.. I think they wash my hair umpteen time already. 4-5 time, cant remember already...

Once the whole process is done. I can actually feel my hair becoming smoother, straighter and lighter. Hell, it actually bounced when I walked! Man, I can get use to this. However, right before paying for the service, the stylist mentioned to me try not to tie, clip or even put ma hair behind my ear. Use Mask every 2-3 day weekly on the tips and dry area. And not forgeting hair essence/serum. N I shouldn’t wet my hair at all costs for three days. WTF?! Three bloody days..

Those three days were like hell to me. I never had any bath without wetting my hair in my life. Believe me, it was hell. You know you’ve just taken a bath. You can still smell the soapy scent on your skin. But somehow, the feeling is still “unclean”.

Aniwae i'm quite happy with the results & service, esp by Melvin. Would go back another time, hopefully.. since they give me a Jeric privilege card. Entitled to 15% on all service xcept promotional and 30% off on ma Birthday month... Yippee.. SHaLL, WiLL DefiNiTely LoOk FoR Him AgAin..lol

Moi Top 5 Love

2009-03-20T23:56:00.004+08:00

Yesh she,

2009-03-02T20:28:00.000+08:00

Yippie!!!!!!!! I cannot even begin 2 tell you how excited I am! My best friend is engaged... oh my God! I hav been waiting so long for this day to come... Congratulation to her!!! May your engagement be the beginning of a lifetime filled with special love and happiness. Luv ya MuaCk!!!

Life

2009-03-01T20:21:00.006+08:00

*Sigh* it seems that my life always goes in a circle. Something bad happens. It eventually gets better, I am happy for a while, then it all goes crashing down and i get depressed again. Sometimes i wonder why i bother getting happy, It all goes away anyway. I walk around work or public in general with a " happy face" painted on. the last thing i want is to burden my friends with my problems. I don't want to be different, if only they really knew what went on in my head. There is only a few things in life that make me truly happy, that make me feel good about myself. And that's being with me best-est of the best friends ( you know who you guys are ) . I don't understand, is it something i do? Or just i look forward to much and just end up getting let down. . I used to be an average kid leaving and average but happy life. Now i am an " under achiever" living a confusing and depressing life.I realize i don't have it as bad as some people,. But its bad enough for my likings.. That's why i don't complain in public. heh.
Another thing that pisses me off is nosey people that get there fucking noses in places they aren't wanted. If people could learn to keep there mouths shut life would be so much easier and enjoyable. I don't put my nose in other peoples business, i don't tell other people things that somebody " said" and start fights, so why do people do it to me?
Well i better be going now. Time to put on my happy face.. heh.

My Love

2009-02-28T22:19:00.008+08:00

Tabby was a little kitten hubbie bought back home from grandma's house. He's such an adorable one. He is quite quick and quite a handful. And for the first time i actually enjoyed being clawed and bitten by him. He loves feet. Will rub his cheek on my feet everytime he sees me n sometime lick it. Oh Gosh so ticklish... Even chase me just to feet-check rubbing. He have been toilet trained by babyie n me.. an achievement we made just in 2 days. Unfortunately my parents doesn't like to keep cats as pets. Mum pestering me day and night to give it back to ma grandma. What a pity... i'm so sad. If i got ma own house... i will definitely keep cat as a pet..

CrazY NiTeS

2009-01-21T11:52:00.010+08:00

Pic Courtesy Of Dayana. Celebrated Md Nor belated Birthday. Yipee! i love burfdays koz i can indulged myself with yummylicious cakes. lol We hav lots Of Fun & Laughter that day. How i wish that day won't end. Anyway, let the pics do de talking aite

Click http://www.babelicious08.multiply.com/ to view more pics.

Kate Spade?

2009-01-15T10:53:00.005+08:00

Another splurge of mine... Kate Spade Wallet. Im loving it...

It gonna be my last...

2009-01-03T11:00:00.007+08:00

I saw the big signboard outside GUCCI Takashimaya that spells S.A.L.E.S. If that is not all, I popped into Gucci earlier today during lunch! Browsed through their collections which was on sale and I must admit, most of the Gucci bags were kind of cheap after the 30% discount. Pretending to be oblivious to a statement i made a few months ago when I got my COACH bag: Now i paid for a GUCCI bag feeling the least guilt. As of today, more damages were done to the bank account with my constant shopping. And yes, after spending nearly 40 minutes in Gucci, I came out of Gucci with a bag! Hopeless, I know! I bought a Gucci Princy Medium Tote Gold 163805 which was on sale but heck, it is cheap! BlueK ;P Btw that goes my hard earned $$$ !!!

Welcoming 2009 in Style

2009-01-02T10:51:00.001+08:00

Out With The Old In With The New. 2008 was my best year yet. Not because any major event took place, although many did, but because I think I got to know myself better, worried less and generally had more fun. Because of this I am welcoming 2009 with open and excited arms!

DISAPPOINTED!!!!!! on the eve of new year, i get to see a glimpse of firework from afar. Yesh we wanted to go to Marina Barrage but road were closed, Car was jam pack. LAter headed to Mount Faber, yesh there we will get to see magnificent scenery of Fireworks.. Haiz...But situation were worse then expected. Road were closed again. I tot we would just park the car somewhere and walk up those hill. Even walking was not allowed due to security reasons. Minutes to count down. Thinking where we could sit, relax and enjoy the view. Hmm last place, Labrador Park. No choice liao, heng ar the place was not that jam pack. Its suckz though after the long ride from 1 place to another but surely doesnt dampen our spirit with cam whoring. lol

" Happy New Year 2009 Everyone & God Bless"

My New Fav Guy

2008-12-17T03:02:00.005+08:00

I’ll start this off by saying this: I have not read the twilight books, nor do I have any interest in them. I went into seeing Twilight with a completely open mind. Yesh he's my man.... I'm obsessed with him. He's the reason that I've been watching twilight thrice now. hur hur... DAMN!! if only babyie look half alike like him, i be glad..*golek2 atas lantai*

My Aidil Ladha...

2008-12-09T10:43:00.006+08:00

ok. well, i had a long day yesterday. its Hari Raya Aidil'ladha. the day of the sacrificial lambs. alotta things i did and alotta things happened. but where do i start? ok. well, began the day by wakin up soo early in the morning. Dressed up in our baju kurung and headed to Al- Huda Mosque, 34 Jalan Haji Alias. Yesh the whole family. Its kinda like a family bonding thingie... I felt warm inside my heart although its raining cats and dog.. beary beary cold outside.lol. The rain doesn't t dampen our spirit to proceed.

Sacrificing little sheeps, Dad name was called just as we step our foot inside the mosque. Everyone in the family went to witness the sacrificing of the sheeps including babyie. It was like my beary first time to witness the sheep being slaughter. Lots n lots of blood were around kinda gruesome actually to think about it. But my mind was totally off the bloody thing as I'm too buzy taking pics of the whole event. We arrived at ard 12pm and waited for nearly three hours sia. Fuyoo... i just couldnt stop yawning yawning and yawning...Finally its over...

Headed home as quickly as possible. Mum got to continue with her cooking, I help her with household chores keep the house spick and span and cut all the onions and potato. Scrumptious meals was cooked, it felt like Hari Raya all over again After all the tiredness, me n hubby doze off for a few hours. Late in the evening, most of my relative came over for house visiting..I have great fun I love Raya. I love to see families come by and mingle with each other till late night... so nice...so warm...

Understanding Aidil Ladha...

2008-12-08T10:10:00.001+08:00

Eid al-Adha (Arabic: عيد الأضحى ‘Īd ul-’Aḍḥā) or the Festival of Sacrifice is a religious festival celebrated by Muslims worldwide in commemoration of the willingness of Ibrahim (Abraham) to sacrifice his son Ishmael as an act of obedience to God. The devil tempted Ibrahim by saying he should disobey God and spare his son. As Ibrahim was about to sacrifice his son, God intervened and instead provided a lamb as the sacrifice. This is why today all over the world Muslims who have the means to, sacrifice an animal (usually a goat or a sheep), as a reminder of Ibrahim's obedience to God. The meat is then shared out with family, friends (Muslims or non-Muslims), as well as the poor members of the community.

Distributing meat among people is considered an essential part of the festival during this period, as well as chanting Takbir out loud before the Eid prayer on the first day and after prayers through out the four days of Eid In some countries families that do not own livestock can make a contribution to a charity that will provide meat to those who are in need.

Eid al-Adha annually falls on the 10th day of the month of Dhul Hijja (ذو الحجة) of the lunar Islamic calendar. The festivities last for three days or more depending on the country. Eid al-Adha occurs the day after the pilgrims conducting Hajj, the annual pilgrimage to Mecca in Saudi Arabia by Muslims worldwide, descend from Mount Arafat. It happens to be approximately 70 days after the end of the month of Ramadan.

Deco Vs Food?

2008-11-14T02:22:00.000+08:00

We talk, listen and think differently and brought up to be individual. But this does not mean we cannot be with others who does not share our style and opinions.

This is an experience overhearing a young "punk" telling his friends in detail about a wedding lunch that he attended with his parents last week. One of them was talking about the wedding lunch so loud complaining to his friends that the wedding deco at the void deck was marvelous, like a Fairytale Wedding but the food was lousy and the music was too loud.

People, when they come home from a wedding, they judge the event based on qualities that I never normally even think about - the FOOD and how loud the music was. Not 'oh the Bride looked gorgeous' or 'the Brother of the groom have a great speech', 'the deco is nice' but it's usually, 'Ugh - the food was disgusting. I thought those people were rich. I guess they have no taste. 'Food was so-so not like the other wedding i go'

I will admit they do sometimes have positive comments. But I think my parents (and a lot of their friends) are often even harsher critics than some pro food critics!

Me? I'm a picky eater. I do judge FOOD. too. But sometime i just eat less, no not because the food is not delicious. I'm usually more excited about the pretty fruity drinks , dessert and worried about my dress fitting to eat anything! No, I'm definitely not anorexic (although sometimes I wish I had their self-control, like now). But to me, a great wedding is one where I have a ton of fun, mingling with friends around a bride I know and love.

SaLLy got HiTcH!!

2008-11-05T14:00:00.001+08:00

Attended one of my friend, Salmah wedding on 2nd November 2008 which was held at Blk 888 Tampines St 81. Went there with Echa n her beloved fiance, Fai. Yesh... my bestie finally knottin down soon. Can't wait!!! Hubbie couldn't make it as he's working morning shift that day. As for Sally, congratulation to you babe.. u look magnificent in that Songket. Wishing you a house full of sunshine, hearts full of cheer, luv that grows deeper each day of the year n everlasting luv. Btw the food was nice too..lol. ~Marriage is ever made by destiny.~

Samsung Omnia i900

2008-10-28T04:13:00.002+08:00

Yesh finally i got it after waiting for the contract to end. Patience is a virtue they say... Im lovin it. Samsung Omnia i900 fully sponsored by Babyie.. Not him to buy me gift but too bad he lose in the game betting. I told u im good. U just dun believe it right LoL *golek2 atas lantai*

Mata Ne

2008-10-25T01:11:00.008+08:00

Ohayo Gozaimasu Peoples...

I noe .. i noe... Ohhh blogging...I thought you would be something that comes easy, but you really aren't. I can't believe it's been a whole month since I've written last. I'm guessing there will be more to write as the season progresses.

Singapore is so rainy, wet and dark. And the cold virus has been passing around like chlamydia. Luckily i hav not caught yet but people i adore around me are.. It’s so not pretty. But life hav to moves on.

Life has been busy as usual...or maybe even busier than usual. i don't know... Im only in the mood of spending the entire fortune i hav. Oh Gosh wat happening to me... It's not even Thanksgiving and I'm already thinking about resolution for next year. Here are some goals and things I want to put in place. Coz i really cant be like dis forever... So here i go

i want to save more $$$.
Save More $$$
& more $$$

Full stop.

Annual Dinner & Dance 2008

2008-10-08T22:30:00.016+08:00

Nishino Pharmaceutical Annual Dinner & Dance

Venue : Royal Plaza on Scotts, Balmoral Hall
Date : 06 October 2008

Takashimaya Team : Yian Siew, Soh Moi,

Me , Sally, Josephine, San, Samantha, Jessie , Annie & Mr Yeoh

OMG!!!!!.. Mr Yeoh, whatz with the makeup? lol *golek2 atas lantai

One month and 5 day service in Nishino, Im so lucky ducky to attend my beary first annual dinner n dance. Staff efforts are recognised at dis annual events. I got my fair share of 2 big goodie bag and prizes of Mandom Product and $100 Tang Voucher. ;)

I’m kinda looking forward to it, to have fun and mingle with the others. As a junior staff, dis is the chance to be able to get-to-noe other team members from different stores. Food was nice n delicious. I ate quite alot especially most of the dessert. The bread pudding filling and dab of jewel-toned jam will satisfy the most discriminating sweet tooth peepz like me. I dun noe why, lately i hav been craving for dessert dessert n more dessert. People went bonker after a few drops of red wine. I dun blame em. Somehow its only time to rest relax n enjoy. I can't help it but laugh almost every minute n second. Overall i hav great fun with ma colleague. Lovin it...

Bitchology...

2008-09-21T22:56:00.003+08:00

Being a bitch is...

When I stand up for myself and my beliefs,

When I stand up for those I love,

When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way,

I won't compromise what's in my heart.

I live my life MY way.

I won't allow anyone to step on me.

I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it,

its means i have the courage and strength to allow myself to
be me

So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed.

And if that makes me a bitch, so be it. I embrace the title and am proud to bear it.

Brand new day...

2008-09-03T14:27:00.003+08:00

My new work place. Started to be fine. I mean i hope i can cope with ma new job. Somehow i c biased people around already. For example, they just dun let me speak malay with 1 of the kakak der... but they themselves r talking in chinese among themselves...So u noe i mean... But who cares, i go ther to werk and not to hav fun with em. I suddenly become the most quietest people around. Damn!!! just not me men... Soon i get used to the people around there. I started to miss guardian.. Actually not Guardian but the people werking there. They are so sweet. Do i get to meet such good pple at my new werkplace? Only time will tell. Till then RIP

Selamat Menunaikan Ibadah Puasa

2008-09-01T10:30:00.001+08:00

Dis something i found in the web to share with you people out der... Please forgive me...

Here's wishing all Muslims:

Selamat menyambut ramadhan al-mubarak. syukur kehadrat ilahi kerana berkesempatan sekali lagi dipanjangkan umur untuk menunaikan ibadah puasa iaitu satu bulan yang penuh dengan keberkatan dan hikmah.....Amin.

Outing Before Ramadhan

2008-08-31T04:22:00.006+08:00

Yesterday a few of us had our dinner at Naked Fish Shoppe @ The Grassroots’ Club. Kak Yan, Azlina, Hisham and myself...lol. .. Casual seafood dining concept with western flair. Cosy place with nice food. Just cant get enuf of the Chocolate fondue. Simply yummilicious.!! Babyie N I order Mediterranean Seafood Platter Set meal which consists of grilled Fish, Prawn, Squid Rings, Mussels, Scallop and Buttered Rice topped with a delicious and piquant cream sauce. Includes together with Soup of the Day (Mushroom Soup), Salad, Desert and Coffee/Tea.. Filled our stomach up to the brim of explosion hahaha i am so beary exaggerating...*BOOm*

Later at 10.05, went to catch a movie at AMK hub The Cathay. Haha Y Cathay? Koz I got dis UOB card that enable us to purchase the ticket for $8 instead of $10 on Weekends. . lol.. We hav bought the tickets earlier in the afternoon after our visit to CDA before meeting with the rest. We watch...

4Bia. - See Prang

It has to be the best horror/thriller movie I've seen in recent times. It consisted of 4 short n straight forward horror stories from famous director like "shutter", "Alone" n "Body #19". We got to watch 4 stories in the price of 1. lol...No kidding!

"Happiness", what started out like a movie about sms freaks. It is a very short and simple story whereby a lonely girl finds companionship with a guy that she knows through sms. I adore the fact that you can relate to how the main feels in every situation she's facing, like the intense fear of being watched by someone or something. The main character plays her role convincingly well.

"Tit For Tat" - this isn't the kind of story I would want to make into a full feature. It didn't really capture my interest except for the ending. Students getting killed 1 after another.. It'll be better if its not censored n the demons r not in 3D. But ending is sure gruesome... eye been dug out. Interesting idea of snapping dead ppl with their eyes opened n set as a cursed

Next, "In The Middle" is possibly the best story out of the bunch. It gives the audience a dose of both horror and comedy. I loike dis the most. The actors who played four best friends conversed with one another so fluently and convincingly that you just couldn't seem to hate them. In the story, there is a familiar twist (been there, done that), however it still made the story better.

Lastly, "Last Fright" tells the story of a flight attendant who is haunted by a spirit (or rather the dead body of a woman) on a plane. It is a melodramatic story about a Royal family princess and her foe. slowly turned into a shocking one, indeed a flight from hell. The ending have that extra "oomph" to end the whole movie. Seeking forgiveness from the wife before death with the head turn opposite.. damn... Pls anyone dun engage in an affair outside pls...

Literally speaking? The movie itself is not that horrific or scary. Rather, the directors played exceptionally well on the 'shock' factor. However, "4bia" was definitely a unique blend of horror and comedy; and it does give a good scare-you-out-of-your-pants reaction that makes it worth the watch. I highly recommend this show for horror movie lovers like moi. lol...

Canon 450D Vs Sony A350

2008-08-29T10:52:00.009+08:00

Canon 450D Vs Sony A350?

To be honest, I was thinking which one to buy at first, it was between the new Sony a350 and this Canon D450. Then later got some advises from Abg Edwin by one of the sifu Kenneth at the COMEX, telling me if I go for Sony, the choices of lenses will be limited and Canon will have more choices and many more reason why I should get a Canon compare to the rest. So i went to Comex 2008 yesterdae, get a feel on both of it.. and the end, I ends up taking this Canon. Hopefully I make the right choice. Happened to meet Tommy, my secondary skool fren.. haha So y not give him extra commission since im buyin Canon. N i get more freebies than what i suppose to hav YehNeSs!!!!!!......Free 1x4gb, 1x8gb, Filter, Screen protector, 160GB Ext HDD. EOS Kits bag & EF Lens Workbook 111. Took part in the lucky draw n hope i win $20,000. Pray for me peepz... Hehehe... u never noe... - PrOud CaNoNiaN -

Adieus mon amour...

2008-08-22T11:20:00.006+08:00

Today my last dae at werk.

Finally im JoBLeSs.

Babyie im gonna be a good housewife.

Days like this always feel weird and sad.while it's exciting to be moving on, i find it weird because you're leaving something you've come to know so well to venture off into a somehow unknown future, so much. It's more than a little sad to say goodbye to the fine people I work with, and the people I interact with day to day, because you're leaving behind a load of memories and mainly because you know you'll be missing the people, you actually spent most of your day with for over 6 years,

I guess it's always the people you get to know, how they touch your life, the different relationships you build with them, the good times, and even the not so good ones, that gets to you.

Why did I take this step? Well, I guess, I just felt the time was right to move on, all the omens were right, maybe the stars were in place too or whatever else you believe in.
It just falls into my basic strategy of trying to set clearer goals for myself in life and to take the steps I see necessary to reach them.
Moving on to something else in my career life was simply one of those steps.

I'd like to thank all the guys at work for the great ride. It was great getting to know you all and to get a chance to work with every single one of you. I hope that we'll get to carry our personal relationships well on into the future.

I'd like to thank the company for having me as part of the team. I'm proud of these years that I spent in it, the role I had and the work I did. I'm very happy to see the company growing further and going on to higher grounds.
I wish you all the best of luck.

August quickies...

2008-08-19T17:15:00.010+08:00

Sorry ma dearest frens for my long absence. Been a month since last i update. Bz i guess, enjoying the ultimate moment with family and friends, But still nothing goin to stop me from bloggin today. Hmm so where do i begin. Here a quikies of event in month of July & Aujust that i hav consolidate;

22 July 2008 : Finally i pluck the courage to send in my resignation letter. Yesh im serving ma notice now. Im just so relieve when i pass the letter to my in charge Kenneth. Abg i hope u stay strong its not becoz of ur poor leadership or wat-so-ever. Im sorry if it kinda shock to you. You are a good leader and always care for the staff welfare. Among all the in charge i werk with, you are the 1 stress free. I know im going to miss werking with the team. U n i always hav jokes to laugh on. Gonna miss ur loud laughter. But unfortunately an opportunity rise, so i might as well go for it, The truth is the pay is gonna be low for what u have offered to me, offered was i get promoted to be Retail Executive and to be an In charge. But i dun want all that, i just want a normal pay with time to spent more with ma family that all.. a simple request.

02 August 2008 : Rafpizah & Irman Blissful Marriage. When there around 11 plus with ma hubby coz i need to go back to werk at 2 pm. No familiar faces around. I didnt get to c the Bride and Groom in live but definitely must be one of a helluva gorgeous bride. So anyway congratulation to both of u. Hope u have a blissful marriage life ahead and cute babyies to come.. Yeh...

03 August 2008 : I went to Changi Bbq pit with ma lovely sistas, Lynn n Atiqah's family. SoO FuN SOo tHe GerEk!!!. I was the last to arrive yesh biasalah "STAR KARAT". Took mRt from Somerset to Pasir ris. From Pasir ris i took a cab there as i was lazy to wait anymore. Bought some Otak2, Sweet corn, Charcoal & Ice. I didn't help out much later at nite. My presence is only helping em to eat.*golek2 atas lantai* Chef Lynn is doing the bbqin so no matter how buzy i am, im goin to make time to come for her.. i miss her BBQ honey chicken. Overall i had great fun. Razin is all grown up now... he ken talk already. hahaha

08 August 2008 : Faizal & Jamaliah Blissful Marriage. My lucky number, their weddin date. Sure Fa fa. Firstly wanna WELCOME u to our family trees. Jamalia or malia as what we usually address her, Im so happy for the both of you. Finally marriage after to go thru alot with each other. Congrats once again. I really enjoy myself at the wedding and of course the food! Yummy yummy delicious. Cik Siti and the gang in the kitchen you superb lar babe.. You look so sweetilicious in the pink outfit. Definitely nice wedding cakes, car n deco too... Hope you hav a blissful marriage life and Allah to bless you with kiddo soon. Insya-Allah Amin

12 August 2008 : HBD Appointment. It was another milestone in building our nest. We went to HDB for our first appointment on Tuesday and my, what an experience. We signed the documents, gonna emptied our CPF money soon and ultimately, a few step more to being a homeowner. There were so many documents to sign, so much money involved and so exciting.. Dun wanna to disclose where the exact location is but im looking forward to my lovenest. Finally Home Sweet Home.

Blk 212B here i come...

16 August 2008 : Sorry Suriani, i was unable to attend ur wedding that day. Kirim Aje as i was werking morning shift dats day. And somehow nobody wanna change shift with me. I grab dis beautiful picture of you from Sarah's multiply. Gorgeous muslimah indeed sey. All the best to you and ur hubby, Wadi, I sincerely wish you have a blissful marriage life too and kiddo soon. Amin.

MiNe BeAuTiFuL LifE.....

Miss ya...

Happy 2012

JUMP 2011

Home Update!

Party Like A RoCk StaR!

A Place To Call Our Own

After-Shock!

Infidelity...

Nike

Juicy Couture

Meaningful Song...

Happy New Year!!!

Me N mY BoYfRiEnD (NamJa Chingu)

Instinct!

Ladies Nite Out With An Intruder

ClUbZ

Iftar with my boyfriend, Hisham-sama

Me & Nappeun Namja...

Selamat Berpuasa...

Why this Month?

Fasting

Language

BbQ Pit

Sickening....

Angry!

His 27th...

Mummy!

MaY DaY 2x

HmmPft

Ice Skating?

Nihongo

*SIGH*

MiS Su...

2nd CNY Dinner

CNY Dinner with frens...

Random...

ShOe ShOe...

nEw LooK 2010

Yeh!! Its over...

Happy New Year!!!

Iris

Yakuza...

Future Homie <3

<3current obsession<3

Sell!

Quotes...

Oopss i did it again...

Party all Night...

Anger?! LoVe? Quotes i grab from somewhere..

Wedding...

Salam Aidilfitri 2009

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2009

I Hate You

Iftar 2009

Event Organizer

GilEr Ehk? but funny...LOL

Resign...Sob3x

My X Colleaque..

iRRItaTinG!!

Mariage affaire - FrenCh StyLe

My Affair...

Rain...

The Chronicles of a Jerk

Somebody...

Transformers 2

Choc-A-Bloc

Discover the vain side of me...

My JunE SpurlgE

IgNorAnt

JaPaLaNg OvErDue PiXz

Irmawati & Razali

My Monday Blues...

His Burfday Celebration...

Celebrate his 26th Burfday

Marriage Of Sulastri & Haizad

I feel beautiful...

So I'm Officially Sweet 25

Road Trip To Desaru..

Story of Moi Hair

SIGH