It's been awhile...

Life still goes on whether i like it a not. As adrenaline and other stress related hormones pour into my sympathetic nervous system, i experience a heightened stated of arousal. I tot im goin crazy...but no i'm just getting stronger day by day. When i forgive , i don't forget how i've been wronged, but i do allow myself to stop dwelling on it. My hurtful memories are likely to stay alive, but relegated to a corner of my mind. I will continue to see the damage, but only as part of a picture that includes the loving time as well. That remind me why i chosen to stay together. The past may continue to sting but it teach me some important lessons and inspire me to do better...