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Im missing someone badly. Somehow i guess he doesnt...He gave me his utmost attention then he dissapeared. It tears me apart day n night. It’s that horrible feeling in your gut. It just won’t go away. You sometimes touch your stomach to make sure everything is still there. Physically, the pieces are in place, but that feeling makes it seem not to be true. They said, "Do not try to forget the ones you've lost, because you will never succeed. If they could give you such an impact, what makes you think you could forget them in the future? Instead, allow yourself to think of them and remember all the things you've done together. Do not fight it. If you want to miss or call or cry, let it be. Because one day you will stop. And when you stop, it's not because you have succeeded forgetting them, but you've actually managed to accept life and live without them." hmm and i kinda agree.. I so lonely broken angel...

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Wow, Suprised surprised... Huge slap in the face, Karma hit me 10 time worse. What have i just found out? His other prepaid number which i don't know, a girl name "MaLaO" in all his messages. How long have it been? Who? Why? When?. Thousand of questions hit me... i'm speechless... I don't know how to cope with it. I really need a short getaway to calm my system. I will never forget TODAY! I'm still alive but i'm barely breathing...I'm falling to pieces... All happened in just 1 day.

Started when i just reach home from Casey's house. He was half asleep and i saw his old phone beside the side table. First tot was *Samsung hp spoilt ar need to use old one back*... the moment i grap the phone he snatch it away. Wae? Then i realise his Samsung hp was charging outside so how come i don't know u have a another simcard... He said," Nothing r nothing". I sit n think. I could have just choose to believe his word, yup nothing and forget about it. But as a proverb says "Curiosity killed the cat".. yesh my curiosty lead me to 1 thing and another. I started to ask him and follow him around. He took out the simcard and hide it inside his pocket. But he told me a different thing, he throw the simcard at the computer table. I guess he is silly thinking that i would fall for it. Yesh i search around the computer table but at the same time, my eyes are on him. Computer monitor reflection, i saw him hiding the simcard inside his underwear. Wae? to that extend, im becoming more curious. When i wanna search him, he run toward the big dustbin and threw the simcard away. Fine! Second was his phone, i just need to transfer my simcard to his old phone and i ken read all the messages inside. Is he being silly? or brainless? He tot messages only save in simcard but not phone... So i managed to glance thru his message... same name, he snatched back the phone and took out my simcard and throw it away. This time i got really mad. I raise my voice, "U think u throw it in the dustbin, i won't dare to find it." He just mess with the wrong person... I went to the big dustbin situated behind my house and find the phone but too bad he was faster than me, he manage to get hold of the phone first and break it into 2. Wow drama!!! Y Y Y... if she just a friend why to this extend? -throw simcard -break the phone -New number which i doesn't even know -A special number just for her. He told my sister, she is just a friend he do that becoz he doesn't want to break my heart... So is he telling me that if i managed read all the messages i'm gonna be more broken hearted'. So what does that mean? oh pls... Im not a kid anymore...

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Love this song. It's forever stuck on repeat mode...

Falling a thousand feet per second, you still take me by surprise
I just know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes
Making every kind of silence, takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

When you're caught in a lie and you've got nothing to hide
When you've got nowhere to run and you've got nothing inside
It tears right through me, you thought that you knew me
You thought that you knew

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying

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"difficult" behaviors are typically attributable to low work interest and low self esteem. The expression of this difficult behavior in testing could be grouped into two categories. The first category consisted of aggressive behaviors, such as disagreeing, complaining, yelling, being sarcastic, and gossiping, to name a few.

The second category consisted of passive behaviors, including indecisiveness, unresponsiveness, and simply agreeing with everyone all the time. This shows that difficult employees are apt to display multiple negative behaviors, not just one. The tests also did not reveal that people with low self esteem were correlated in the passive group or the aggressive group.

Here are a few things you can do to shield yourself: Think before speaking. Pathological backstabbers are constantly trolling for information, secrets, dirt. They may initiate a conversation in which they seem to give out some personal information which may or may not be fabricated in order to get you to reciprocate as is common in friendly conversation. Remember, with backstabbers, anything you say can and will be held against you. Some warning signs are overly friendly smiles or gestures. Don't be paranoid, just be observant.

Don't get involved, but don't disconnect either. Backstabbing is a habitual offense. Some do it primarily because they believe it will serve their purposes, some do it because pulling someone down makes them feel better (or, more accurately, less bad) about themself, and for some it's simply become a part of their personality. While keeping your distance is certainly a good idea, the last person to know is usually the one being talked about. Keep your ear to the tracks.


Backstabbers love to keep up appearances. If you want to confront the backstabber, do it in public with witnesses and, most importantly, stay in control emotionally. This way later the backstabber will be powerless to spread lies to the effect that you flew off the handle with wild accusations at him or her.

Moving on is essential. Say the backstabber has really gotten you. You probably feel mad, frustrated, and vulnerable. If the backstabber has really done some damage, you could have some real setbacks in your career or reputation.

Grieving is healthy. Of couse you don't want to- nobody wants to spend time in sadness. Try to avoid the knee-jerk reaction of saying "no big deal" when something has truly hurt you. Don't let these things get pent up in a bottle. Depending on the severity of what has happened, this may warrant anything from venting to a trusted friend to an all out cry. Alternatively, if some other healthy reaction helps you to get it out of your system, like running, swimming, or pounding a punching bag, go for it! You'll be glad you did afterwards.

This last piece of advice comes from the Post Traumatic Stress Disorder Sourcebook by Glenn R. Schiraldi: "To forgive is to release resentment, hatred, bitterness and desires for revenge...We choose not to hate the offender, even though we hate what he or she did." When you forgive, you don't literally forget about the existence of the offense, and you don't have to ignore the fact that it did cause you pain and hurt. Forgiving doesn't mean you approve of the offense or allow it to happen again. You don't have to become friends with that person or trust them to show that you really forgive them. Trust is something that takes a long time to earn, not something given as a token of forgiveness. Remember this in case the backstabber tries to tell you the lie, "You obviously didn't forgive me because you don't trust me!" Very likely, the backstabber may someone it could never be possible to trust.

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